a new start

it was just over a year ago that this never ending journey began for me. i was so determined to be small, to be the smallest. and i was getting there, i was working so hard for it, with the support of two of my friends. but as i moved away from these friends i became so weak and now i am in no way happy with the person i've become. so i've started this blog in the hope that i can stay motivated and become who i used to be, and even smaller.